Rebecca’s
Story: One Child’s Journey
IN SEARCH OF
HBO2
My
wife, Denise, and I had a perfect life planned for
us and our soon-to-be-born child. We had
established ourselves financially and planned out
every aspect of caring for our, at that time,
healthy unborn child, Rebecca.
But no
amount of preparation prepared us for the tragedy
that struck: Rebecca “died” at birth for 35
minutes and was on life support for the first six
days of her life, virtually brain dead.
We were
terrified of Rebecca eventually dying “by
herself,” so we made the decision to remove her
from life support so that she could die in our
arms with all of our love surrounding her. We
dressed Rebecca in her prettiest outfit, put a bow
in her hair, and went into a private room with a
nurse. We were fully aware of the tragic finality
of this decision. Rebecca stopped breathing twice
in the first ten minutes. The second time it
happened, the nurse thought she had passed. As we
cried for our lost baby, our tears fell on her
beautiful face and touched her soul. Somehow,
Rebecca caught her breath, and two hours later was
breathing regularly with good colour.
At
10:00 p.m., we put her to bed and kissed her good
night. At that moment, Rebecca literally opened
her eyes and began to move her arms and legs, and
she cried. Of course, we were ecstatic. But her
miracle was so extreme and so complete, we did not
know that a true miracle had occurred.
The
doctors, of course, thought we were mistaken. They
told us she would not survive. When she continued
to survive, they said she could not see. When it
became apparent that she could see, they thought
she would be a vegetable. When Rebecca decided she
did not like peas and carrots, we knew she could
think. It soon became obvious that she was a very
bright young lady, with a sparkling personality
and a heart warming smile. She also was severely
afflicted with cerebral palsy.
This
was our initiation into the inability of otherwise
excellent physicians to discern who Rebecca was
and how we should manage her medical care. In
fairness to all the medical community who tried to
help us, Rebecca’s survival was completely
unexplainable. And while she was very bright,
there was no question about the extent of her
brain injuries. In fact, Rebecca was one of the
most severely afflicted cerebral palsy children in
our immediate medical community.
At
first, our greatest challenge was to obtain
factual information about the exact nature of
Rebecca’s injuries and to learn about the medical
treatments that were available to help her.
Preconceptions and biases delayed our journey from
the beginning. Thus, we began our long journey in
search of this book.
While
Rebecca was in the neo-intensive care unit of the
hospital, her mother and I instinctively began
helping Rebecca move her arms and legs. We wanted
to keep them from becoming stiff. We believed we
could keep Rebecca from developing contractures by
keeping her limbs moving and flexible. (Of course,
the NICU physical therapist was not allowed to
spend time with us because the doctors did not
think Rebecca would live. In fact, they continued
to say she would not live.)
Finally, when the physical therapist
noticed that we were not smart enough to believe
what the medical experts told us, she gave us
physical therapy instructions. As a result of this
early work, and our efforts that continued
throughout her life, Rebecca has never had a
problem with contractures and all of the related
disabilities.
(It is
part of the theorem that the earlier you start
treatment, the more often the results are
favourable.)
when
Rebecca was ready to leave the neo-intensive care
unit, we were primarily on our own. We immediately
began searching for information about cerebral
palsy, physical therapies, and answers we needed
to other medical questions. At first, we bought a
number of excellent books. They were full of
definitions, but contained very little in the way
of care management insights.
At the
same time, we were searching for the best
neurologist in the United States. That’s how we
met Dr. William Mobley of the UCSF Medical Center.
We were very lucky; Dr. Mobley not only knew
Rebecca’s neurologist, Dr. Asaikar, but thought
the world of him. This was a great help to us in
organizing Rebecca’s care and making certain we
did everything we could to help her. Not everyone
is so lucky to have two such wonderful doctors
caring for their child. Thus, we had more
information and understanding of the problem than
most parents.
In
spite of all they could tell us, however, we still
had great difficulty pulling together all of the
information we required to fully help Rebecca
develop.
Several
times during the first three years of her life, we
were fully responsible for keeping her alive until
we could get to an emergency room. Knowing infant
cardio pulmonary resuscitation (CPR) was not at
option for us; it was necessity.
We
worked with Rebecca on every aspect of her
development using every technique we could learn
about. She flourished under the various physical
therapies we tried and she developed well, with no
contractures and good flexibility.
But
while Rebecca was developing far better than many
other children who had far less injuries and
damage, she hit a stubborn plateau. Her greatest
challenge, gaining head control, continued to
elude her. This affected all other areas of her
physical movement.
We had
established a website for helping other disabled
and disadvantaged children and their parents who
were also searching for answer and solutions.
Through this website, www.littlestangel.com, we
had that moment of “awakening” for which every
parent of a disabled child searches. Denise and I
came across information that would change
Rebecca’s life and propel her development. It
proved, beyond a doubt, that “life is stranger
than fiction.”
To our
amazement, our further investigation and research
showed that “unsubstantiated alternative medicine”
for children with cerebral palsy was based on much
more substantial basic science and medical
research than were the accepted mainstream medical
treatments.
For a
year, we studied recent discoveries of brain
injuries regarding the “penumbra” of the injury
loci. We discovered that this penumbra of injured
and/or metabolically inactive cells could make a
substantial difference in a child’s
development.
This
concept was not entirely new to me. Twenty years
earlier, as an undergraduate in the University of
Vermont’s Medical School, Department of
Neurobiology, I had conducted research on the
central nervous system nerve regeneration. At that
time, researchers had simplistically viewed nerve
regeneration as something lower vertebrates could
accomplish, but higher vertebrates could not. That
is where all the research interest remained (as
far as I knew). I was not aware that some
researchers had discovered that there was a factor
like a “penumbra” to assist in helping
brain-injured patients.
The
idea of a penumbra of brain cells really excited
us because it gave us something that was possibly
recoverable to work with. Up until that time, we
had based our therapies on the concept of
“neuronal plasticity”; that is, a neuron’s ability
to sprout new connections to effect movement
learning.
The next questions we had to
answer:
“How to best proceed?...and where
to go for treatments?”
After
much research and thought, we had almost settled
on trying hyperbaric treatment (HBOT) rather than
vasodilator drug treatments for several basic
reasons. But we were, oh, so tentative about
taking the first step. Every physician and
neurologist we spoke with about the idea told us
that these techniques were “not proven.” More
important to us, they said that HBOT treatments
would provide nothing to Rebecca…and could make
her worse. The gamble of injuring Rebecca was too
much for us to even consider.
Then,
once again, fate interceded. While attending an
education class in Chicago, my wife and I met two
mothers who spoke highly of the specific motor
skill gains their children had achieved with
hyperbaric treatments. One of the mothers
suggested we go to Canada for treatments because
it was less expensive. The other mother told us to
go to a “Dr. Neubauer” in Florida because he was
the most experienced.
Our
decision to try HBOT was almost completed when
Rebecca’s guardian angel gave us yet another
“shove.” It was only an hour after our
conversation with the mothers that we received a
phone call from Dr. Neubauer’s clinic. The
administrator of the clinic wanted to know if our
company, Spectrum Events, an international medical
meeting planning corporation, would be interested
in personally managing an international symposium
on hyperbaric oxygen treatments for the
brain-injured child.
We
immediately left Chicago and returned to our home
in California. From there, Daddy, Mommy, and
Rebecca flew on to Florida to meet “Dr.
Neubauer.”
Prior
to starting the HBOT, Dr. Neubauer recommended we
take a SPECT scan to determine the current
condition of Rebecca’s brain. The SPECT scan
session was quite painless and without incident.
Because Rebecca had to lie still for about
one-half hour, she was given a small dose of
valium to quiet her down. Despite that, she was an
active five-year-old, and she wanted to look
around. She was, however, her usual cooperative
self. When I requested that she continue to lie
still, she did so.
When I
first saw her SPECT scan results, I cried. The
extent of her brain damage was clearly obvious. I
kissed Rebecca a hundred times that day in
appreciation of how well she responded in spite of
this extensive damage. After 36 HBOT sessions, I
saw her next SPECT scan. Again, I cried. This time
I cried because her response to HBOT was very
obvious and equally extensive. I kissed Rebecca a
hundred times that day as well. I knew we were on
the right path to helping her reach her
potential.
When we
arrived at the Ocean Hyperbaric Center in
Lauderdale-by-Sea, Florida, I spoke to Dr.
Neubauer briefly about the conference that he was
planning to hold…and then Rebecca and her Daddy
entered the hyperbaric chamber for the first
time.
This
was a big afternoon! I felt an exhilaration and
excitement over the prospect of what might come to
pass. For the first time since Rebecca’s birth,
there was real hope that we were about to see the
beginning of new progress and an end to a part of
her past therapies. Rebecca had been told that she
was getting a new therapy, and like the good
soldier she is at all times, she did just what was
required of her.
As we
became pressurized, Rebecca became very active. At
first, I thought it was from the excitement of
being in a very small space with Daddy – what fun!
But as time went on, I determined that it was more
than just excitement; it was because of her
response to HBOT. It “woke” her physically and
gave her an energy level that was not unique, but
is often attained as a result of HBOT. From the
first, there was obviously something going on with
her physiologically that seemed very
positive.
After
only six sessions, we took the weekend off to
visit Rebecca’s Florida grandparents for the
weekend. I had noticed that her movements had more
control and were much more smooth when she moved
or reached for something.
More
importantly, we also discovered, quite by
accident, that for the first time in her life,
Rebecca could swallow “thin” liquids without
choking. The only reason we tried the orange juice
without “thick-it” added was because we had
forgotten to pack it in our travel
bags.
Swallowing liquid without an additive was a
major step for Rebecca, as swallowing is a very
complex movement requiring many muscles to work in
harmony. Before her HBO2 treatments, Rebecca could
only drink highly “thickened” liquids; these
liquids had to be made to a gelatinous
consistency. Even then, she would still choke from
time to time. What a wonderful surprise to
discover her ability to drink regular drinks. All
of us were elated.
It soon
became apparent that Rebecca had made more
significant advances in the first six sessions of
HBOT than she had in four years of speech therapy
and two and one-half years of feeding therapy!
From that moment on, Rebecca, her Mommy, and her
Daddy have been fully convinced of HBOT’s
immediate and long-term benefits.
Even
though most chambers are basically alike, it is
how the craftsman uses the tool, and not the tool
itself, that is the mark of a great artist.
As
a parent with a child with severe cerebral palsy,
my strong advice to parents who are considering
HBOT for their child is this: Go to the absolutely
best center you can get to regardless of cost or
travel issues. It is so important that you choose
a center that will set you off on your journey on
the right path, with the right compass and an
accurate map. This is why we travelled from
California to Florida to the Ocean Hyperbaric
Center. We had learned through our research that
it was the best and most experienced center in the
U.S., if not the world.
Since
that time, Dr. Neubauer has introduced us to other
centers so that our travel burden would be
lessened. But it was our experience and training
in safety at Ocean Hyperbaric Center that gave us
the knowledge to be able to discern some important
safety features and quality differences that
helped us in our search to locate an appropriate
center that is geographically closer. First,
however, this center must comply with Rebecca’s
needs, treatment nuances, and safety
considerations. Because we started out correctly,
we feel we can make such decisions with confidence
as we move forward.
Today
our current dilemma is how to integrate Rebecca’s
HBOT with her other weekly movement therapies. We
think that will give her better development, with
less work and effort. As I’ve said in other
places, the need to keep finding the best system
for a special child requires ongoing research,
time, and effort.
The
second thing that is critical in selecting a
center is how they measure progress. It is
essential to know where you are starting from and
to be able to measure progress with some accuracy
through a viable methodology. Dr. Neubauer has
aggressively pursed imaging technologies to help
his patients make decisions about whether HBOT is
helping a child or not. The use of SPECT scans
clearly documented for us where Rebecca’s brain
was active and where it was inactive. Taken again
after appropriate treatments, we were able to see
where changes were taking place. Consequently, my
second advice to parents is that the find an HBOT
center that uses SPECT or PET scans to determine
the efficacy of the HBOT treatments.
Now,
with our knowledge of HBOT safety and Dr.
Neubauer’s clinical experience, combined with the
information we have gleaned from the various SPECT
scans, and the way Rebecca has responded to HBOT,
we feel we are in a good position to go to a
different HBOT center with minimal
risk.
After
her first dose of hyperbaric oxygenation
treatments, Rebecca went to see her wonderful
neurologist, Dr. Asaikar, for her semi-annual
check-up. We had not told Dr. Asaikar about our
decision to have Rebecca undergo hyperbaric oxygen
treatments…and we did not tell him where she had
been at the beginning of the check-up.
Dr.
Asaikar could not stop praising Rebecca’s
progress. He was absolutely amazed at the progress
she had made in six months. He was equally amazed
at the changes in her brain scans.
Two
months later, Rebecca’s therapists unanimously
noted that Rebecca had passed her plateau, gained
more control, and had better tone and
flexibility.
She was
progressing faster than she had ever done
before!
After
Rebecca’s second set of hyperbaric oxygen
treatments, we focused on her physical therapies,
primarily on movement therapy in hopes of
“programming” newly awakened neurons. Soon we saw
substantial changes and greatly improved head
control.
Halfway
through her third set of treatments, Rebecca began
speaking. It was only a few words, including
“good” and “yogurt,” but we were thrilled. We had
waited for so long to hear her speak. She was
thrilled as well. It was obvious to us that she
knew what she was saying as we asked her questions
that could be answered only by those
words.
In our
delight, we ran up a sizable phone bill as we
called all of our family to tell them of this
wonderful advancement. Then, about three weeks
after we returned home to California from one of
our periodic trips to Florida, another miracle
happened. As I do each night, I kissed Rebecca
good night and said, “I love you.” Only this time
was different. She looked right back at me with
her smiling eyes and said, “I love you.” To me…for
the very first time! We cried together in
joy.
Every
injured child is unique. Each one differs in
his/her innate abilities, home life, and family.
They also have a personalized response to their
brain injuries and treatments. Therefore, each
child’s journey is formulated exclusively and
while in motion.
A
misstep here, and a successful shortcut there.
And, while the final destination is relatively
unknown, the child will most assuredly arrive at a
far better destination than is otherwise possible
or even hoped for if given the proper chance to
overcome their impairments.
We know
that one of the special ways our daughter was
helped was through hyperbaric oxygen treatments.
We will tell other parents, as we were told, that
they should check it out.
We are
now fully convinced that once the injured neurons
have been re-established through HBOT, we must
teach these unprogrammed neurons what to do and
usefully integrate them into the nervous
system.
For
this reason, at the same time, we have continued
to investigate, and sometimes incorporate,
different therapy modalities and equipment into
Rebecca’s care plan. How will history judge us? By
how we have touched the lives of
others.
Rebecca, in her very short, feeble, and
challenged life (so far), will have greater
stature and more memories than we could ever dream
of. Not that she, herself, has accomplished so
much, but that she has done so much after being
given so little. Throughout her challenges and
problems, she awakens each morning with a smile on
her face, and struggles with Olympian
determination at every therapy session. Every day
she reminds us that her only purpose on this earth
is to help others.
In
time, history will view with favour the dedicated
physicians and humanitarians, like Dr. Neubauer
and his peers, for their lifelong and dedicated
work conducted amidst controversy and disbelief.
But, as a parent, I like to think they will be
remembered not only for their great genius, but
will also be remembered because they worked so
hard to help a little girl whose heart and love
are so great. Rebecca is a new girl! We are now
halfway through her projected 200 hyperbaric
treatments. Her SPECT scan demonstrates that her
brain is metabolically active throughout. We are
now going for “depth,” re-awakening of her
penumbra neurons in the deeper parts of her brain.
We are searching for the best way to integrate the
remaining HBOT with movement therapies.
Our
journey is certainly not complete, but I know that
we are on the right path. I feel confident that we
will reach our goal that Rebecca will have a very
full, active, and independent life.
We now
live a life of hope, expectation, excitement, and
direction. Gone is our despair, broken spirit, and
wondering about what to do to help her achieve her
potential.
“Whom
should I believe, and what should I do?” This is
the most often spoken dilemma of parents of CP and
brain-injured children. Inasmuch as very few
physicians agree on how to “manage” these
children, no wonder parents are confused. Even
fewer physicians are in agreement on whether to
“treat” the injury itself. The only “treatment” at
this time is HBOT; all other therapies focus on
treating the symptoms to “manage” the
problem.
The
truth is, treating neurologically injured patient
is still very much in the dark ages of medicine.
With all of the tremendous discoveries and
advancements mankind has made in medicine, and in
studying the human brain, we still have far more
questions than answers.
As I’ve previously
said, we have been exceptionally blessed with
finding some of the most dedicated pediatric
neurologists and physical therapists. In every
case, they have worked wonderfully with Rebecca.
Yet for many of her medical issues, we have had
more questions and debates and conflicting answers
from these exceptional practitioners than we’ve
had answers. This has included defining and
treating her seizures, deciding on the proper
therapies, and, of course, whether or not to
pursue HBOT.
We
first saw an HBOT testimonial article in a popular
South African magazine. But on the advice of
medical professionals, we delayed pursuing HBOT
for two years. Then, as we heard more about HBOT,
we did serious medical research for another year
prior to starting HBOT treatments. Today, I wish I
had understood HBOT when Rebecca was born.
What should a parent
do?
This is my advice to parents:
Research your child’s condition as quickly
as possible. Among other things, investigate HBOT.
Talk to a doctor who has had direct experience
with it; don’t take the advice of a doctor who has
only read about it. Then find the most experienced
HBOT center to begin treatments. Talk to other
parents and learn how their child has reacted to
HBOT. Know your own child.
As
Denise has often said, “No therapist, physician,
neurologists, or other trained, dedicated person
knows your child like you do.” Only her mommy,
Rebecca, and I fully understand just what she
needs. We will live the rest of her life with her
challenges so we need to be actively medical
care.
If we
were to begin our journey again, from that fateful
day, September 10, 1995, when Rebecca chose to
live, our very first step would be into a
hyperbaric chamber for treatments. This would have
enabled us to most assuredly attain our
destination more quickly and more directly…and
much less painfully.
In
closing this story, let me say that we will
continue to give Rebecca hyperbaric oxygen
treatments in a chamber for as long as she
continues to show improvement.
We also
send our best wishes to all the “friends of
Rebecca,” and send them our prayers while they
struggle on their journey to reach their potential
destination.
Rebecca, Ed, and
Denise Nemeth
April 29,
2001